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RIP Buddy Buddy

At around 3:00 this afternoon my cat Buddy Buddy died in my lap.I have had him since before he was even born.[His momma was my cat too]He was 15 and had been ill over a year,I gave him the "IV" under the skin 2-4 times a week,medicine,vitamins,livers, and the past 3 weeks even had to bathe him,but yesterday he was really picky eating,he was whining and i finally assumed it might be pain and gave him a pain pill shortly before i went to bed.i always kiss my cats head or ear and tell him i love him,i had set up the bed because he wanted to be in the cat bed,and this morning when i woke up i found him having a seizure,he stopped and seemed weak but ok,he wasn't hungry so i gave him fluids [IV],had to bathe him a bit he had cat littler all over him.he spent about 3 hours in my lap,i was petting him he was purring.he started whining again,weakly trying to move,i tried to help him but he died shortly after whining,i was holding him the whole time.
I love that cat,he was one of my best friends,he was my baby.I have had him since before he was born because his mom was my cat too,so i've had him from his first second in this world until today.I am thankful he was in my lap and not having to be euthanized or anything.
Some people may think its dumb to be upset over animals.
I love that cat as much as a person,so don't even give me "its just a cat." i cant believe people are still in our gene pool who think like that.they also should NOT own pets.
i decided to submit this instead of a journal so i could submit a picture.

buddy buddy was part of what helped me to mature emotionally,i will never forget that or be ungrateful.as most of you know part of aspergers is immature empathy and being hindered socially and emotionally.That is why we tend to bond well with animals VS people.

as most of you know my uncle died this week as well technically tuesday morning about 2 AM due to cancer.I will miss this cat as much as i miss anyone i have lost.

perhaps i will give a good dream

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Journal Entry: Tue Apr 23, 2013, 10:10 PM

i already rarely come on here,i dont need smart asses who somehow appear after people died and funerals and bad luck etc,always never fails,anyhow i dont need any damn smartasses giving me less reasons to check this.it will become my dump cosplay and art then neglect it site.

as for the witcher , weidzmin groups i tried explaining to one of your admins why i left all the groups,i only suggest my stuff as a fave now,it was due to you having one of the worst pieces of shit to grace the planet of a bully in your groups who hates the autistic and i dont want to deal with them,i still like the witcher because i am able to ignore other fans.[its the bad ones im grateful to not have] i have 2 or 3 people on my list thats the only ones i find worth a damn because they havent shunned me for not joining a group to run what i like,see its better that way,so theres your answer,its how i stay a fan.

im not ever going to be interested in doing actual boxing matches so drop it,sparring matches are as far as i go,i would likely kill someone if they broke anything on my face because you cant replace your face.its unique and its yours respect my reasons or just block me i dont want to deal with your shit.

i dont want to be involved with "Rookerholics" for a simillar reason to the explanation to the witcher people,if you want me to enjoy the mans acting just leave me in peace.

to those of you who are nice and lovely,i thank you for being awesome and i love you<3 im soprry iam not on here much *hug*

EDIT: i guess i dont make my journals very clear.
the witcher groups i left them over a year ago,the only reason they were mentioned is every now and then a person will ask me to join them and i will have explain why i dont,i JUST had someone ask me.its why its on here.

and the other activity mentioned is just because someone doesnt understand the concept of not wanting to do matches and just enjoying the acitivity and sparring.

THAT IS ALL i hope i really have cleared things up.

i MIGHT do some art soon.right now im avoiding every site DA/FB etc and RPing on another site.

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Listening to: Janes Addiction
Reading: more witcher-CDproject red translation version
Playing: nothing
Eating: nothing
Drinking: pepsi max

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Lebanon

This is my deviant ID because some guy thinks im sooooo fat,sorry to sadden him,i actually just have a lot of muscle.

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-Name/username:IHeartExploding
-Birthday:November 8
-Current age: Nunya
-Nationality: Mixed with Mediterranean Europeans and middle eastern with a sprinkle of Asian islander and African.
-Current residence:Seattle
-Person I got this meme from:Googled it and i had it filled out but it ate it! its a DA user if you find it on google please let me know!.

Favourite things

-Favourite sea creature:Sharks
-Favourite type of vehicle:Muscle cars,love chargers
-Favourite time of day:afternoon
-Favourite article of clothing:i love many
-Favourite period of history: Victorian and Renaissance
-Favourite word: many words to list

Wishlist

-A country I'd like to visit:Italy
-A talent I don't have but would like to have: Welding,Smithing,Life sculpting,Illustration,Improvements in all arts and crafts,theres always room to improve no matter what.
-A subject I wish I could take in school:Illustration,sculpting,more SFX stuff
-A fictional thing I wish was real:most fantasy realms
-Something I want to do before I die: see pompeii
-Something I wish had happened in a movie or book:Geralt and shani only being a random one night stand,shes the boring white woman with ugly hair of the witcher world,not for him lol thankfully i the end shes not really significant at all,they dont go together and i dont see how he even gave 2 shits to bone her more than once and flee.yen and triss have real love for him and him for the.oddly enough shani on her own doesn't bug me.

If I were...

-If I were an animal, I would be a:dragon
-If I were given the opportunity to go into space, I would:do it i guess.rarely happens.
-If I were to develop a superpower, my superpower would be:agelessness and immortality to a degree.
-If I were able to use a time machine, I would:just want to go see certain things but not interfere
-If I were an actor, my favourite role would be:id like playing creepers
-If I were able to meet my idol, living or dead, it would be: i dont have an idol.however i would love to meet many people,nikola tesla,helen keller,madame curie,jayne mansfield,john lennon,ghandi,einstien,jimi hendrix,leonardo davincci,Tom Petty &many others

Music

-A song that makes me happy:lots of em
-A song that makes me sad: lots of those too
-A song I can't stop listening to:Hank Williams Sr-I'm so lonesome I could cry.I love real country.
-A song I can't stand:that one repetitive i love you aklways forever song,its so annoying.
-A song I like to sing:a lot of them
-A song I wish I'd written: not a musician

Least favourite things

-Least favourite food:brussels sprouts
-Least favourite chore to do:dishes
-Least interesting outing: grocery shopping.
-Least favourite hairstyle: hermaphrodite styles,i cant describe it any other way
-Least favourite subject at school

hys Ed
-Least favourite season: winter

Love it/Hate it

-Internet drama: both
-Reality TV: both
-Going to social gatherings/parties: depends
-Canned laughter/laughter tracks on comedy shows: eh dont care
-Coffee: eh i can take or leave it
-Gift wrapping things: i dont mind

And finally

-Do you like to daydream?: i guess so
-Where would you like to be in a year's time? Crafting something great,In a physics class
-Are you afraid of the dark? No
-Do you like looking at the sky, night or day? both
-Did you enjoy the last movie you watched? kind of
-If you met a version of you from another dimension, let's say a fantastical, crazy dimension, what do you think your other self would be like? i'm already weird so my other self wouldnt be much different XD either that or they would be the weirdest mofo there.

Current Residence: seattle
deviantWEAR sizing preference: L ladies M mens
Print preference: 8x10
Favourite genre of music: industrial
Favourite photographer: alot of them
Favourite style of art: digital,marker,pencil etc
Operating System: vista
MP3 player of choice: my ipod >.>
Wallpaper of choice: Theres a screen shot of my desktop
Favourite cartoon character: Solf J.Kimblee,Le Comte de monte-Cristo,Mugen,Alucard,Integra,D,Scar,Grim,Murderface,Padre Anderson
Personal Quote: ...Bat nipples *shifty eyes*

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~HoaryStar Apr 14, 2013 New member

Looks like Deviantart has its own female Johnyy Depp!

*IHeartExploding Apr 18, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

well i do enjoy his work and i believe my biological father is half of the same american indian he is kin to,so we got a few things in common,i only hope i learn his secrets to looking good until im over 50.its still an unknown skill >.> he guards it well

~HoaryStar May 11, 2013 New member

Do you know your biological father?

Apparently, you are very knowledgeable, madam.

If you are of the same native American kin, you might already have the secret in you.

~vilaine-fee Feb 15, 2013

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Have a good day!

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poke! :> ive learned your DA name via FB..

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